February 2011
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Anorexia begins with a desire to eliminate...
fragilemess: copied from http://beautifulwaif.tumblr.com/
Jan 31st
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cancelled-skies asked: Hey, I just thought I'd let you know calcium can be absorbed without vitamin d at the exact same time. All you need is vitamin d already present in the body (from sunlight or other sources). It's only if you have absolutely no vitamin d that calcium can not be absorbed. Obviously drinking vitamin d and calcium at the same time makes sure this doesn't happen, but you can still get...
Jan 31st
Trashed Porcelain: You know what I really fucking... →
trashed-porcelain: “You don’t know what it is to have an eating disorder until you’re like me.” “I’m X pounds less than you so I know better.” “Your BMI isn’t even that low so you’re not as bad as I am.” Yeah? Who the fucking hell do you think you are?! What, you think we don’t suffer until we get force fed in a psychiatric ward? For the record, I’ve been sent to hospital two times already,...
Jan 31st
mischieviousfaery asked: I love knowing more about you so here : ♥ =)
Jan 30th
underfedthendead-deactivated201 asked: what do you mean you aren't overly happy about it hun? i think it's beautiful<3
Jan 30th
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fille-delicat asked: ♥
Jan 30th
For every ♥ or message I get in my ask, I will...
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Anonymous asked: Where do you get all those pictures from? Some of them looks like they're from a tv show, but i think it would cause quite a fuss.
Jan 30th
This is getting a tad redundant: An eating...
fille-delicat: Maybe we fool ourselves sometimes with these notions. But in the end it is about nothing of those and all about ourselves, our inner demons and trying to reign them back.
Jan 30th
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fille-delicat asked: To your anon. Hmmm. Again this whole misconception about anorexia/EDs in general being linked to "beauty."
Maybe some people o indeed starve for that. Maybe it starts out as that.

It quickly evolves int a whole 'nother monster.

When I was at lower weights. I kept being told by doctors, by family that I was going to die. Well, part of me wanted to...
Jan 30th
sculpted-bones-deactivated20120 asked: Hey sweetie.
I've been following you and reblogging so many of your pictures, I thought I should say hello.
How are you?(:
Jan 30th
fille-delicat asked: Hey love,
Thanks for posting up the extremes of what the disease look like. Not many people realise that even though at point b they may look or want to look like some of the model-like thinspo but wind up in these extremes without even realising the moment they changed their minds. I know that's how it was with me.

Anorexia isn't about looking pretty in a flower...
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How many people die from eating disorders each...
goodbyed: 326 die every week, averaging the yearly death rate to about 16, 952.
Jan 30th
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berryfemme asked: that anon has filled me with RAGE. what the fuck do they claim to know about nutrition? in africa and asia malnourishment is common; not that it isn't in america and other firstworld countries (overeating is a form of malnourishment) but you have an eating disorder and to say that to you, when you haven't spread any misinformation is disgusting. my basal metabolic rate is over 1200...
Jan 30th
Let's do some REAL drug photos, shall we?
skirtingtheline: Effexor, because I get depressed and try to kill myself far too frequently: Ativan, because sometimes my anxiety makes me do stupid shit like binge and purge, or, yes, try to kill myself: And how about them Pariets… gotta keep the stomach burn and pain at bay. And let’s not forget the trazodone so I can sleep at night… Yeah… SO glamorous. Really.
Jan 29th
Skinny obsession: In health class today, my... →
seeyousomewhere: I immediately put my hand up and corrected her. I explained the concept of the BMR to the class and told them that there is no way a healthy, active teenage girl should be eating that low amount of calories. I feel like it’s my job to protect all of the girls from knowing…
Jan 28th
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“Indeed the sad irony is that the person who becomes anorexic is someone who has...”
– Control by Another Name 
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“Anorexia begins with a desire to eliminate self-doubts and poor self esteem,...”
– Anatomy of Anorexia 
Jan 28th
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“Denied food, your body and brain will begin to obsess about it”
– Wasted (via highwastedgenes) Ain’t that the truth.
Jan 27th
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Stupid Things Doctors Have Said to Eating Disorder...
The following are direct quotes — they are inaccurate, have made sufferers feel worthless, and don’t consider the seriousness of having an Eating Disorder. ++++++++++ I was very ill-severly anemic due to my ED. I had put off going to the hospital for a week, and finally agreed to be admitted. The doctor on-call told me that I SHOULD have a transfusion, but that I did not DESERVE...
Jan 26th
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reblog if you're 21+ and have an eating disorder
2muchandnotenough: Anyone who is - feel free to add me! I’m 24 btw. I’m 24 also! I would love to connect with more people close to my own age. :)
Jan 26th
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“It may be the case that someone in therapy begins to express feelings when...”
– Therapy and outcome 
Jan 26th
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“It will make promise after promise, but its promises are lies. It says ‘I will...”
– The Seduction and Imprisonment
Jan 26th
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“If a patient can be inspired to fight again anorexia through recognizing the...”
– Biting the hand that starves you (via betterthanbones) guess I’m screwed then
Jan 25th
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“More than half of all anorexics and bulimics qualify as alexithymic: either they...”
– - Wanting for nothing I certainly qualify as the censoring-type alexithymic. :|
Jan 24th
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“At a certain point, an eating disorder creases to be “about” any one thing. It...”
– Wasted 
Jan 24th
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17340) People lie. Mirrors don't.
eatingdisordered: No. Mirrors are just mirrors. An object with reflective surface. A looking-glass which reflects what our head wants to see. That is all. We blame others for lying to us but the biggest liar is our ED mind.
Jan 24th
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“Like many other psychological disorders, anorexia is ultimately antisocial. The...”
– Anatomy of Anorexia 
Jan 24th
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“I’m painfully aware that anorexia is a false mode of living. It’s a synthetic...”
– Michael’s story (via betterthanbones) From book: Beyond anorexia: narrative, spirituality, and recovery  By Catherine Garrett (via eatingdisordered)
Jan 24th
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“The eating disorder becomes more entrenched in the person’s life, and it takes a...”
– I don’t know what I would do without it (via betterthanbones)
Jan 24th
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“In your heart, you know whether you are becoming ill. You may already know if...”
– Pulling together (via betterthanbones)
Jan 24th
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“20 percent of those with anorexia die—a higher mortality rate than any other...”
– Brave Girl Eating (via betterthanbones)
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Jan 23rd
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“We don’t starve because our outsides are ugly. We don’t starve ourselves because...”
–  self-starvation
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Reblog if you don't judge people on tumblr by how...
I really don’t, believe it or not.
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an·he·do·nia definition Pronunciation: ...
Anhedonia: Loss of the capacity to experience pleasure. The inability to gain pleasure from normally pleasurable experiences. Anhedonia is a core clinical feature of depression, schizophrenia, and some other mental illnesses. An anhedonic mother finds no joy from playing with her baby. An anhedonic football fan is not excited when his team wins. An anhedonic teenager feels no pleasure from...
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